Thinking, I'm thinking...

All I can think about is how I want my posts to actually be seen. I know someone's looking at them but they are not saying anything. That's all I can think of.

Whenever I post
i feel like the host.
But then I see
no one but me
have seen it.
Then I think
that I will sink
as a writer.
What shall I do
with all of you
When this little thought
makes me feel caught?
How blue I've been
Without any sin
And now we gather
But don't we rather
Just go and play
But trust me... I'm not gay